Day 18

day 18- plans/dreams/goals you have
Plans:Survive the holidays without stressing more than called for.
hmmm...not freak out when I have this kid. (More on that one in a different post though.)
Actually have stuff put together for when the kid gets here. (Yeah, I think a lot about this one.)

Goals:

Graduate with my Bachelors. Yeah, I've been working on it for a while. Will be working on it for a while, and will get it done. Dang it!

Be happy and preferably not ever really stress over monies. I don't need a lot. Just enough, and yes, that number does exist.

Dreams:

One day I'd like to travel to some exotic places. (Preferably where they speak English or I've got my own interpreter.) I'd like to visit the British Isles, Philippines, and a fabulous warm beach on an island. (Just make sure I rotate every 30 minutes until golden brown.)

day 19- nicknames you have and why you have them
Jenny -What my family calls me.

Jen -What Fielding calls me.
JRoe -What friend Shaun called me.
JDawg -What Lyn called me.
That's pretty much it. Oh, and Motermouth because I talked SO much and SO fast.

day 20- someone you love

I love Fielding. I once didn't really believe in love, but after dealing with all of our issues (thus far) it's just nice being around him. We talk more with each other and love simply sitting down spending time together. And (I'd like to hope) we do more for each other. Simple things like making a sandwich, cooking me bacon (the sizzling oil scares me), massages, or cleaning up. Yeah, neither of us HAVE to be grateful for any of those simple tasks, but I LOVE that we care enough about each other to be grateful for them.

Oh, and Fielding is more amazing because he takes care of me while I'm crazy. He always asks me if there's anything he can do to help me feel better, holds me when I cry (part of being crazy and a girl), and is willing to put up with me. I'm pretty sure that that is the key to knowing if you're loved. (They're willing to put up with your crazy when you can't imagine anyone else willing to do it and vice versa.)

day 21- a picture of something that makes you happy
How can you not smile when seeing this cute fluffy puppy? The only thing that makes me frown is the price tag.

day 22- what makes you different from everyone else

What doesn't make me different? -Okay, so that was kind of snotty. Anyhow, I'm just not 'normal' and I'm okay with that. I love school, work, reading, being lazy, food, and shoes. (Okay, so the shoes is like a lot of people.) I can be really blunt, don't like being touchy feely, and despise the color pink. And yes, every tells me just how very strange I am. I guess that makes me different enough. -That and most people should know just from knowing me. I'm a strange duck, but friendly too. =)

day 23- something you crave for a lot

huh? Does this one really make any sense to anyone? Currently, the closest thing I come to craving is steak. It's just SO much better than other protein. Outside of that...I like food. Depending on the day depends on what I'm feeling like.

day 24- your last five facebook status'

1. I ♥ bacon. Who doesn't love bacon? Crispy, delicious bacon.


2. Mandi, I miss the days when I went to class and you bribed to take notes for you in exchange for waffles with boyesenberry syrup. *sigh*


3. I think I've reached the point again where I need someone else to select my clothes each morning.


4. It amazes me how one moment, one word, one person can completely change how you see the world. Sadly, not everyone understands the kind of power they have.


5. ‎1. If something we said can be interpreted two ways, and one of the ways makes you sad or angry, we meant the other one.Honestly, the best advice Raymond Fielding has ever given me. Once you understand it, it can apply it to pretty much anyone that honestly cares about you.

See-I can be deep. Ha!

day 25- what I would find in your bag

What bag? Literally: I carry around my monies, phone, keys, papers, and books occassionally. Figuratively: A mess. I typically have a whole lot of stuff going on in my mind. Things other people would think I'm crazy for thinking about or things that would drive them mad. -Add pregoness and it can really throw logical thinking into spasms.

day 26- what do you think about your friends
I've found that real friends can talk to each other: Good, bad, ugly, crazy. They also know HOW to talk to each other without destroying their friendship. They're also not willing to let you go without a fight. I've got some of these friends and they're some of the greatest assests I have in my life. -And yes, I think my friends are awesome.

day 27- why are you doing this 30 day challenge

hmmm...because I wanted something to write about that didn't seem to revolve around my pregnancy though that was occupying a very large part of my mind. I think I might be ready though to talk about it. Thus part of the reason I'm ready for this challenge to be done.